Full Circle



Sarstock post: 'Best Sick Day Ever', 7.31.23

The rest of 07.03 and 08.03 ... and 10.03 is pretty boring and typical, although there was a bit of crazy forshadowing:

"My mom sold her house today, i just found out. I just can't have a good time without being bitten in the ass, can i? I guess this means I will be living with my dad.. cuz i can't leave all of my friends here... but it's gonna suck cuz i've had my mom all my life, 16 years.. and now she will be gone in september. I can't feel at home anywhere else but where she is, cuz she's always been there for me. And now i have to put up with my dad and franklin 24/7. So, i'm probably gonna become one of those messed up kids.. but thats ok. I just hope it doesnt screw up my life TOO much."

11.03 is where things start to get snarky, self loathing, and fucked-up-ed-ly interesting. I recommend 'It's That Time Again' for what I'd call the best way to die.

12.03 is all about 'family' issues. There are some pretty good rants in there (what with the whole 'cheerful' Christmas season and all).

01.04 is where the depression is pretty evident. If you're not really into that scene, I'd still recommend reading the 'Twin Theory' blog if you enjoy crazy, irrelevant ideas that I clearly wasted too much time thinking about (actually, I could debunk the whole theory now.. but that comes later).

03.04 is the end of the terrible reign of Franklin... but we're not back in Kansas yet folks.

05.04 holds more family issues.. new ones and Franklin aftermath.

06.04 is kind of a waste of time.

07.04 is a waste of time too, unless you want to see for yourself why Franklin is called Franklin.

08.04, 09.04, and 10.04 are short and sad.

02.05, cynical love essay

05.05 pics of Rich

08.05 is happy now, missing being depressed, talking about crap going on back home. Pretty much the end of snarky fun.

09.05, Rich's blog and some crappy pictures of us being sad when I was leaving.

06.06, too much detail about what I'd been up to all summer.

Ok, so that's the blog... I'll fill in some details about what's really going on when I'm writing the posts later.


Ok I'm Back


Well I've read through every last post now and noticed that there's a bunch of important information left out which may be critical to understanding the goings-on described in those blogs. Sooo.. I have decided that I must create a 'Guide to Reading Leah's Blog'. I also have some observations to make about a couple of my old posts. But that will come later. I've been sitting at this screen for far too long...

That reminds me...

Okay. So in the shower I had the stunning realization that I have an old blog I haven’t looked at in years… so I thought today would be a good day to peruse through… the old life. It has been purged, for the most part. I am basking in the better-ness of my new life… but I occasionally feel the urge to take a peek back into the black muck that was my high school existence (not to sound too cliché-ish or anything). The problem with the muck is that its… well.. a little muddled. Blurry. The crisp details have long since wilted away. So this blog is perfect… lets me look directly back into the concerns and happenings of that writhing spiders’ nest that was my mind some years ago. Well, I suppose there're enough metaphors for now (eat it, Sean Penn). I haven't actually looked at the blog yet. I'll do that now and get back to you (maybe).