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Paradoxical Monday

Well, usually I hate Mondays (as you may have gathered from my last post), yet today doesn't seem so bad. Actually, it's a good day today.. on the brink of great even! I'm not quite certain exactly why, but it's a happy day today.. which is awesome!
Damn, I really gotta get running again. I've been slacking off ever since the whole eye injury high jinks went on. I think I've only run about three times since.. which is horrible. Well today is a good day for it; cloudy and might rain, no intense sun burning down on you (or me, in this case).
Summer has been pretty slow.. but I guess it's supposed to be. My days have consisted of work, sleep, drinking, and little else. I probably would have killed for this a few months ago, so I might as well enjoy it.
Alright, new theory: when I'm high, I completely zone into psycological behaviour. For instance, when someone says or does something, I totally analyze the situation way too much and determine all reasoning behind the action; be it due to subconcious instinctual, social, protective (etc.) influences (or all of the above). I used to think about things too much like this a few years ago.. then after I got into the heavy drinking it slowed down a bit. Probably killed off a few too many braincells.. either that or I just stopped caring. Anyway, the weed seems to re-stimulate that behaviour in me... or, more likely, I'm just some dumbass who happens to be fascinated with the deranging effects of marijuana.
Anywho, that's all for now folks.


I hate Mondays.

It has been brought to my attention that it is time to blog. So here goes:

Well, I got my stitches out today. It was surprisingly painless. In case the words going through your head resemble the following: "STITCHES?? WHAT FUCKING STITCHES?!!" , well.. I smoked my head off the side of the pool at the OAP end-of-the-year party.. and consequently needed two stitches. It was pretty weird cuz I didn't feel any pain at all except for the freezing needle (which tore my gash open even wider when she shoved it into my head for the 3rd time).. I didn't even know I was bleeding or where it was coming from until it was pointed out to me. I must have been in shock or something. Once again, Jasmine came to my rescue.. she always saves me :). I also heard stories of Dan's heroics.. though I couldn't quite recall myself. Anyway, thanks to those who helped out! Luckily the entire class had been trained in first aid, and I recieved many shouts of advice.

Work has been interesting lately. I have been training new people.. its like watching a train wreck and not being able to do anything about it. They are horrible.. but I was probably as bad when I started too.. so I must show compassion. I have also been working non-stop.. Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday. I suppose I should be happy since my bank account contains little more than 4 dollars at present.. my weekend habits being responsible for the dwindling funds. Its all about having a good time, I say.

Anywho, Aime is on her way over and I'm still in full uniform (Independent style), so I am off.